Just Feel Like Quitting..

Feel like quitting??well i do!!aihs..life i just too dam hard nowadays..i am all worn out!!maybe what i need is some soulsearching..to find who is Choon Hong..to find out what makes me happy ..funny thing in life is that everything contradicts one another ..I is feeling Tired..how long will the bad part last??forever??if so i dont mind ending my run right now..i might be regraded as a coward or quitter..but its better than suffering for the whole life!!you know what i feel??Human shouldn't communicate one another..we should all be born alone..seperated from one another..so we won't feel the emptyness when left alone by others..My next life..I WANT TO BE A ROCK..

THANK GOD FOR PHONES!!

Annual Update.

Guess what??in a few hours I, NG CHOON HONG will be a year older and wiser =).This blog will finally reach a life span of One Year!!WEEEPEEE..although i have not been very consistent lately it doesn't mean that i have given up on blogging.It just means that my life is undergoing some drastic changes and coping takes time...So reflecting back reading my previous posts made me very happy!!All the memories i had last time..some forgotten ones that got back to me..Aahahhhhh!It is times like this that proves blogging useful!So far college has been hard and rough..more freedom definately but along with it comes plenty of responsibility and decisions..And im one of those normal students in college..imagine those who took up some post in student body.Tsk tsk..where do they get all the energy from!!hrmph..Many things changed since last year..friends, goals..and even the government!haha..What a shock right??Who knew DAP would win over Selangor!!and it wasn't a slim one..Won by a landslide man!!anyways politics doesn't really affect my life..to me whether it was BN or DAP it won't really matter..because im not suffering the effects.Hopefully there won't be any riots.This year i will just be celebrating with some close friends.Just dinner and lots of chit chat and catching up to do =).Too bad many of them couldn't attend =,(!i noticed that i have turned into a more serious person, which is very good in my case..since im always so childish and always fooling aroundwith serious stuffs..ARGH!!that reminds me..SPM results are going to be reveal in just 3 days!!SHIT..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME 8!!Being a year older i have set my aim to be pro active and less lazy!!haha..ok this is boring..enough.

IM SORRY BLOGGY!!

Holy shit~!!took me like five god dam minutes to find the NEW WEB LOG button!!..seriously..didnt know have to go all the way back to the main page..i am already favouring the old xanga!!well..its been dam long since i blogged and now i got like alot alot alot to write..but i think i won't write so much la..just some more important facts of my life!!Alright recently was valentines..so my class planned this all wear pink kinda thing..nothing much..not very happening la valentines!!tot roses will be flying everywhere =.=!!!well..as for me i didn't get any roses for anyone..haha!!Well i did draw Cl..99 roses =) i was actually just one rose..but i multiplied it by 99!!hahaha cool ler!!!i only got a soft toy for jw..since i kinda promised her i will get her one for her bday when i get enough money!!!that time i was really broke..and i just made her a card!!But the card i made was KENG okay??!!kakaka..those that saw it wasn't relly impressed..but i was =D~anyways..conclusion is valentines is not very happening..and as for me who is a single..its even worse!!seeing everyone walking in pairs..sayang sayang..cuddle cuddle..kiss kiss..FUCK YOU GUYS!!GO GET A ROOM!! AND STOP MAKING ME JEALOUS !!boohoo..f.y.i..i wasn't jealous la!!haha i love being SINGLE~LOVE IT!!can do anything go anywhere..talk to anyone..and i don't need to trouble myself on valentines!!HAH.hows that losersssss...alright..yesterday which was saturday..i went to Zy's house..he got this open house thing for cny..went there!!b4 that i went for ultimate club at KBU field..nothing much really..just play play abit then all sweaty and went for zy's open house without showering!!hahaha..well lucky his cousin didn't come..orelse i wouldn't go talk to her anyways since im so stinky!!kaka..f.y.i..his cousin is cute!!disappointed la she didnt come..=(..we gambled for hoursss!!gamble small small..black jack one round 1 ringgit..poker maximum bet 1 ringgit..thats all lo..nothing much..but i won around rm 30..=)i love poker!!kakakaka...well..this was nothing..didn't even cover for the time i lost to zheng at kw's open house..!!ya..didn't even blog about that huh..so many things happened!At kw's house..we gambled the same also..but bigger..i lost like 60 ringgit..in a really short time!!Rm 5 for black jack..and lost very quickly..!!well its CNY!!so who caress..Shall talk abit about college..im really a drop out man!!im the worst in my class..slacking off every subs..can't keep up la..guess im just not fast enough or something!!but further maths is really a killer..especially f maths ONE..Grrr..how can a question like Prove 2^n > n take two times the white board??the working is like dam long for such a short question..and this is suppose to be the easy part!!HOLY SHIT!!i got a feeling if i don't start working my ass off..soon i will not be able to even take this subject..seinz!Oh ya..today i went and get the happy card and its all sold out!!WTH!!drove all the way to giant and all i get some attitude from the sales person..they both sit there nothing to do..watching some video in thier laptop!!wtf..then like lazy to layan me..say "sold out"..also lazy =.=..actually i ordered online already but..the delivery only delivers before 4??and college is already until 3..or 4..and even tho i told them to jus tput it in the mail box..they dont accept!!woloa..and i said..i give my maid the transaction number..ask them to pass to them..still cannot =.=..Btw..a happy card is a new plan..powered by digi..its really cheap!!you should really consider buying it..99 sen for 45 minutes to any network!!Sms rates are 10 sens to any network!!well if u are one who always talk to your partner at night till 3-4 am..then this plan is for u..u only spend like 5 ringgit most every night..how worth it!!Alright..peace..out..btw..i love being naked!!LETS ALL BE NAKED!!DONT BE ASHAMED! DONT BE SHY!!JUST BE NAKED!

Resolution.

Herm..today i woke up super late~!CHEeeeByeeee..and worse..it was my mom that woke me up!Fuck..she scold me ='(.I DON'T Like Being Scolded T.T..then again who likes~so i rush down as fast as i could but federal highway got massive conjestion..crazy wan ..i got smart tag also cannot move cause infront of the dam toll is all blocked =.=..so u can imagine lo..me cutting lanes like fuck..until i reached taylors =)..atleast i made it for chemistry..wasn't that bad until i noticed i couldn't do any of the questions given!!Always lidat wan lo..i think im not suitable for A levels =(..Today i basically noticed some Sam People..they looked like a lot of fun..reminds me of high school and kinda missing it right now so u can say i was a little bit jealous of the mood in thier atmosphere..Oh ya..somehow i get this feeling that more hot chicks are in SAM..why why why =(..okok..i think the saying "the grass is greener on the other side of the fence" is so fucking true..why do humans always envy others and never seeing what they actually have!!well..today zy and matt came to me class!!they decided to join me..hooray!!but on the down side..i talked alot today!!Physic wasn't very productive..learned nothing instead played with stop watches!!hahaha..we were trying to stop the timer at 10 seconds sharp..!trust me its a hard thing to do..LOL!i know ..i know..we are lame =.=!!ate lunch at a mamak and its really cheap!!Coke + Roti Planta only cost rm 3!!woo..but its abit of a walk..however in the end i still end up spending around rm 10..cause of rojak and bubble tea..*note*SPEND FUCKING LESS!!*note*I have thought about my NEW YEAR's resolution and here it is..

SAVE MONEY!